[ I Realised I've Changed ]

It has been awhile since I last hung out with Wani & Ikim, just us three.
Blame me for being away most of the time these past few weeks.
Pastu bila free, tak reti nak cari balik sebab takut kacau masa derang dating.
T___T


Yeah, I'm like that.

I realised it for some time now, itu pun setelah ditegur.

"Lain kali bagitau lah."

I get that all the time.
I'm not that kind yang mencari orang biarpun rindu.
Biarpun dalam susah, sedih, sengkek, semuanya CUBA sendirian.
I tend to suck everything alone, sebab kekdahnya I don't know how to share my burden dengan orang lain.
Atau mungkin I have trust issues.
Yeah, that's it.
Trust issues.

But more or less, I have this fear of orang cakap - "Yek ene, ape lagi Along ni nak?" oh don't ask me where I get that idea from.


Pfftt, mesti you peeps tak caya.


So when Wani texted Ikim & I whether we wanna have lunch together, imagine how delighted I was.
Not that I've problems with them before, it's just that we rarely get to spend time alone without the boys or the other askars etc etc.
Macam hoyeh, finally!

Yeah, it's kinda selfish for me to say that.
But you just can't help it at times.
Especially when most of your friends are guys, or your girlfriend's boyfriend is your friend too.
Akan terjadi hang out secara pukal, when actually you just wanna do girls talk saja.
But then I learnt to be more tolerate with their free time and I guess, single friends are just not their top priority.
Sometimes.

That's how I felt lah.
I learnt the hard way and I tend to shy away from those people ever since that.

But that doesn't mean I'm not happy for them, MAK TUMPANG BAHAGIA, NAK!

Hee.

So bertemu di The Curve tanpa sebarang rancangan mahu makan dimana kecuali tempat-tempat yang belum pernah kami bertiga makan.

We settled down di The Apartment sebelum Wani decide untuk makan Big Apple je for lunch -_-"



Yeah, the ambiance was super cosy for those who chose to dine inside.
Too cosy for some people, I guess.



Sikit punya selesa la makcik Wani tuh berbaring -_-"
But we all couldn't resist it too, for it was a graciously comfy bed that we were sitting for god's sake!


Seb baik takde aksi tidur terlentang or Wani pushing us off the bed turned sofa sebab dia nak tidur situ tetiba.

We ordered our food, despite not knowing what to eat and how was the taste bagai.
Nak try mende baru sangat la, katanya.

Celery soup for starters.

Wani's Andrew's Pasta, if I'm not mistaken.

My medium cooked steak and chips, yummers!

Ikim's Wrapped Salmon, a mix of sushi and kebab-ish.

Sesi joyah menjoyah tak perlu cerita in details, lupa kejap yang kejap lagi kena masuk office balik.
Or in our case, kiteorang yang saja buat-buat lupa.
Hee.

So off we went to IKEA, sambil menjoyah tentang kebarangkalian simpanan akaun kami untuk mencecah 10K bagi persiapan perkahwinan sebelah pihak perempuan sahaja.

Yeah, it was that serious.
And very informative too, ha ha.


But we all agreed on when either one of us settled down first and staying in KL/PJ area, rumah itu akan jadi port askar yang terbaik ah pasneh ha ha.

Ah, no prize for guessing who's first, okay?



To my sayangs, thanks for the time to bergesel tetek with me hihihi.
Next lunch hour, kita movie jom?
:D